Sleepless Day dreams.

I long to feel your heartbeat, 

For just a second 

To hold you as you sleep, 

Turn all your nightmares into dreams

Do you trust me? 

Take my hand, 

Ill show you me

In darkness and light 

Commanding the sun to stay away

A second longer holding this place

I long to feel your heartbeat, 

A second longer

Rose quartz and salt water.

If I could reach into the sea,

And bring it all back..

Would it matter?

If I could reach into me,

And make it perfect..

Would I still shatter?

If I could reach into you,

And bring back us…

Would you want it?

If I could, oh if I could.

I wouldn’t, lets jump over a broom by the sea one day

And maybe you can see you the way I do

One day, ill reach into your ocean eyes

Will I be there with you?

Oh if only I knew,

One day ill reach into the sea

Demetria, marry me?

Becoming, and Destroying.

IOU instead of I love you What do I need to do to catch your approval instead of ingrained disapproval. The gaze of my creator dissenting the needs of a trained gladiator. Nothing can be said or done what if the crown is too heavy, no my head was made to carry it. No my head was made for greater things than gold, im sorry the erudite way is not one you can follow. Allow me, to take the lead. No, Allow me to instead become.. me.

Deaf Faith

Sister oh sister, do what do I owe this visit
From your land unto mine is a long journey 
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe my own penance 
From your last breath drew my blade 
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe this visit
From your beautiful gaze now blackened eyes
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe my own peace
Killing such an innocence from the world now in despair 

Sister inside me.

Sister oh sister, do what do I owe this visit
From your land unto mine is a long journey 
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe my own penance 
From your last breath drew my blade 
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe this visit
From your beautiful gaze now blackened eyes
Sister oh sister, do what do I owe my own peace
Killing such an innocence from the world now in despair